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I'm not sleeping much, and the sleep I do get is poor. It's mostly due to the pain. That doesn't help with resting or healing. I only slept for 2 hours..
My little notebook is close by so I can track when I can finally take something for the pain. It's been a very difficult end summer.
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: Sammorra Shadow Circle of Temptation, Suffocate the Skies Vanitas, Horrifier The Final Oblation, Emptiness Nothing but the Whole (Part 2), Agonanist Disruption and Decay
Midori: Dark Lunacy Ab Umbra Lumen, Archspire A.U.M., Sodom A.W.T.F.
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Journal Week 35, August 2026
It's been quite an emotional and exhausting week. It started with the stress and anxiety over Koa and the plushies tail. I had physio on Tuesday. On Wednesday, mum and I went to the hospital. My splint got adjusted, which was very painful. I got some new exercises. And when we got back, two friends came over to meet Koa for the first time. On Thursday, I tried to relax a bit. I have not been sleeping too good at all, and with all the stress and emotions, I just felt so exhausted. Mum came over on Friday with some groceries. And she helped me so I could take a shower. I tried to relax during the weekend, but somehow, I kept feeling so terribly tired. Koa got spoiled on Sunday afternoon, as the neighbor and her son took him out on a nice walk. A 14-day weather forecast graphic from "Weer & Radar" for Herpen, dated August 24, 2026. The top section is set against a dark teal background with yellow and white text reading "14-daagse verwachting", "Herpen", and "24 augustus 2026".Below, a detailed chart displays daily high and low temperatures along with precipitation and sunshine indicators across two weeks:First Week (Monday to Sunday):Monday (Ma): High of 21C, low of 8C sunny conditions with no rain indicated.Tuesday (Di): High of 23C, low of 12C sunny conditions.Wednesday (Wo): High of 25C, low of 16C partly sunny with a single raindrop icon indicating light rain.Thursday (Do): High of 26C, low of 17C yellow background with a lightning bolt icon indicating thunderstorms.Friday (Vr): High of 22C, low of 18C a single raindrop icon indicating light rain.Saturday (Za): High of 23C, low of 15C two raindrops icon indicating rain.Sunday (Zo): High of 22C, low of 15C a single raindrop icon indicating light rain.Second Week (Monday to Sunday):Monday (Ma): High of 23C, low of 15C dry and sunny conditions.Tuesday (Di): High of 23C, low of 14C dry and sunny conditions.Wednesday (Wo): High of 22C, low of 13C dry and sunny conditions.Thursday (Do): High of 22C, low of 13C dry and sunny conditions.Friday (Vr): High of 22C, low of 14C a single raindrop icon indicating light rain.Saturday (Za): High of 22C, low of 14C dry conditions.Sunday (Zo): High of 23C, low of 15C two raindrops icon indicating rain.The legend below the chart identifies the red dots as maximum daily temperatures (Max C) and the dark blue dots as minimum nightly temperatures (Min C), alongside a sunshine bar indicating a range from "veel" (lots of sun, shown in bright yellow) to "weinig" (little sun, shown in light beige). The footer displays the Weer & Radar logo, app store platform icons, and the timestamp "Stand: 24-08-2026".Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday.bestie 10
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When you create a Diary, give
it a short description and add it
to the Resource list. It might say
something like:
Diary a sturdy, leather-bound book
Diary a collection of pictogramadorned pots
Diary gold filigree signs bordering
a frightening ritual mask
Diary a password-protected forum
on an archaic website
From thousand year-old vampire.
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I remember well my self-finding periods as a teenager by writing "horrible" . No stuff to be read by others but what helped me to become me.
Very late in life, I relearn how much it can help to write little notes against the feeling of being overwhelmed. Each crooked selfmade sentence helps hundreds of times more than chatting with a slop bot.
wiser by the hour
I dont put dates in my journal. Everything is one big script in black ink, page after page of neural pathways that run into a dead end and reroute to find another. Days and months spilled into one, so my journal reflects that.
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Journal Week 34, August 2026
It's been quite a week... Dealing with my own health issues. Dealing with Koa's health issues, with an extra cause of worry being added to the pile of crap on Saturday to Sunday night. On Monday I visited the GP. We had a good talk, she ordered meds for me, and then the pharmacy did something that messed me up quite badly. The hospital was making a mess of things too, which got resolved on Tuesday, after causing quite a deal of stress as well. Wednesday, I needed to unwind from all the crap that had been happening the previous days. Thursday was OK enough, I guess. Friday, I went back to the hospital, where they made a few adjustments to my splint. It was a bit better now, but during the weekend, I noticed some other spots that weren't too comfy as well. On Friday to Saturday, Koa gave me a bit of a scare. When all seemed to be OK again, Koa "decided" to do the next dumb thing, which had me worried a lot, and when Sunday ended, it wasn't sure yet how this worrysome thing would end... I was hoping with all my might that it would end well. But there was no guarantee yet at the end of the week. A 14-day weather forecast graphic from weer & radar for Herpen, dated August 17, 2026. The graphic shows high temperatures in red, low temperatures in blue, and weather condition icons below a line chart across two weeks (Monday to Sunday, then Monday to Sunday). Weekend days are highlighted with a light blue background.Week 1:Monday (Ma): High 21C, low 15C, single raindrop icon on a pale yellow block.Tuesday (Di): High 20C, low 15C, three raindrops icon on a light blue block.Wednesday (Wo): High 21C, low 16C, single raindrop icon on a pale yellow block.Thursday (Do): High 24C, low 13C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Friday (Vr): High 20C, low 12C, yellow block with a lightning bolt icon.Saturday (Za): High 20C, low 11C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Sunday (Zo): High 22C, low 11C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Week 2:Monday (Ma): High 23C, low 13C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Tuesday (Di): High 22C, low 13C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Wednesday (Wo): High 23C, low 13C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Thursday (Do): High 24C, low 15C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Friday (Vr): High 24C, low 15C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Saturday (Za): High 21C, low 13C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).Sunday (Zo): High 21C, low 12C, plain yellow block (lots of sun).At the bottom, the legend defines red dots as maximum temperature, blue dots as minimum temperature, yellow blocks as "veel" (lots of sunshine), and pale greyish blocks as "weinig" (little sunshine). The footer includes the "weer & radar" logo and the status date: 17-08-2026.Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday.