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Just swallow it!
Hi reader! Hope you doing well.
Today I had another appointment with this doctor or nurse whoever she is to discuss continuing therapy. Lets say, it aint went well. First of all, the appointment took about 50minutes. It felt like forever. I had this once already but ms maam called me that she have more questions so I needed to go back again. Well I wish I aint woke up for this. She spent the 50 minutes asking me if im sure I dont want to take the ssri. I told her at least 50 times already that I dont take medication bc my problem can be solved with therapy. In the end she annoyed me long enough with keep pushing the medicine that I told her to give it to me whatever just make the situation move forward even I know that the medication bring out of me the worst. Funny enough she said she dont want to force me when I just agreed like whatever and she said it is not changing anything with therapy. Anyway she made me so frustrated I ended up crying like a bitch. I felt horrible. The other thing she told me at least 50 times is that if I willing to pay monthly 300for therapy bc kela pays only half. I told her that whatever I will figure out how to pay that while I go to school as I failed that one too thanks to my anxiety and cptsd burnout. It felt like she think im retarded or smt. Rolling the same 2 question like a fucking robot. Also she probably aint speak english well enough bc most of the times she was just stare at me with wide open eyes and bobbing head but it was obvious she have no clue tf I try to say. Anyway she said she discuss with psychiatry if they take me to talk. maybe they have time for me. Well great. Now I understand why every single finnish person I met whos around my age is addicted to weed, alcohol or even heavier drugs. If you cant pay private therapy. just die whatever. The so called happiest country of the world. Anyway, now I waiting again bc its been just almost a year since this whole process started. Im still so damn frustrated. This local health center keep failing me. I seriously hate this place and I have massive stress if I have to go there. In the end I moved forward like absolutely nothing. They pushing and pulling me. Oh lets not mention the missed appointment bc I updated my new phone number in the health center app 3times but they still sent the message to my old phone number. So I have a question for whoever might answer on this. Why do doctors try to force the ssri down on my throat I mean I am numb enough already and I dont want to take pills just bc why not. Why is this the very first thing they want It feels like a gun toward my head. I ask for therapy hoping to get guidance and help to figure out and understand my emotions and my traumas and their answer is medication and numbing. Why
Please let me know in the comments if there is any answer for this question or if you were or are in the same situation. And if you are a person who needs therapy but dont have mommy and daddy who stuff your pockets, PLEASE DONT MOVE TO FINLAND! If you are still here, thanks for reading my post. Take care and I wish you the best!
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Journal Week 27, June/July 2026
It's been quite a week... On Monday, thanks to the help of my ASS-ADHD coach, I managed to get a quick GP appointment. And, I got meds that are actually helping me, which is a big help, as the pain was driving me instane! On Tuesday, I had physio, and things went a bit so-so. Wednesday, a sweet friend came to visit, and I felt all guilty, as she helped me with so many chores, and I could not help her do the things... Thursday we had a relaxing day. Friday was a busy one, where I helped mum get a new phone, and where mum and I took Koa and Bas to the Hatertse Vennen (a first time for Koa!). Saturday was a very hard and difficult day... It was Arwen's one-year anniversary . Sunday, mum came to visit me, and I helped her with setting up the new phone. An infographic from "weer & radar" displaying a 14-day weather forecast for Herpen, dated June 28, 2026. The header is set against a dark teal background with the text "14-daagse verwachting", "Herpen", and "28 juni 2026" in white and yellow.The main section of the image features a line graph against a white background, charting the temperatures across two weeks starting from Monday. The days of the week are listed at the top using two-letter Dutch abbreviations (Ma, Di, Wo, Do, Vr, Za, Zo). The weekends (Za, Zo) are visually grouped by light grey-blue vertical highlight bands.The graph displays two sets of data points: The upper line uses red dots to show the daily maximum temperatures in degrees Celsius. The lower line uses blue dots to show the daily minimum temperatures in degrees Celsius.Beneath the graph, there is a horizontal row of square color blocks representing the amount of expected sunshine. Most of the blocks are a pale yellow indicating little sun, with the first Monday being bright yellow for lots of sun. Thursday of the first week features a blue raindrop icon inside its pale yellow block, indicating expected rain.Here is the day-by-day data breakdown:Week 1, Monday: High 26, Low 17, lots of sun.Week 1, Tuesday: High 26, Low 16, little sun.Week 1, Wednesday: High 25, Low 13, moderate sun.Week 1, Thursday: High 23, Low 14, little sun with rain.Week 1, Friday: High 24, Low 10, little sun.Week 1, Saturday: High 25, Low 13, little sun.Week 1, Sunday: High 25, Low 17, little sun.Week 2, Monday: High 25, Low 13, little sun.Week 2, Tuesday: High 25, Low 13, little sun.Week 2, Wednesday: High 29, Low 13, little sun.Week 2, Thursday: High 28, Low 15, little sun.Week 2, Friday: High 27, Low 12, little sun.Week 2, Saturday: High 31, Low 14, little sun.Week 2, Sunday: High 30, Low 16, moderate sun.At the very bottom of the chart on a white background, there is a legend explaining the symbols: a red dot for Max (C), a blue dot for Min (C), and a gradient bar labeled with a sun icon showing bright yellow means "veel" (a lot) and pale yellow means "weinig" (a little) sunshine.The footer is teal again and features the white "weer & radar" logo with a yellow ampersand, followed by text indicating the app is available for Android, Apple, and web browsers, ending with the text "Stand: 28-06-2026".Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday.Fable turned remarkable into Tom Riddle's diary from Harry Potter
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It feels like time slowed down.
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I officially entered the finish line with the language school. Last 2 weeks is happening. Thanks to my bus schedule I didnt go to school as it sucks ass to come home. Today I had a teams day, and holy hell I forgot how much I hate my teacher. Unskilled men with his stupid powerpoint and the uummm katsotaaaannnnn..hmmmm kuka.hmmm haluaaaaaaa minulle.hmmmmm fucking jumpscare roulette feels like being a hostage in his stupid power play The man gives me a massive anxiety with this shit. I got it he love the power play, probably he have no words at home but man this sucks. Everytime I have a class or teams or any interaction with this person he take all my energy. Idk maybe hes a jinn or some turkish demon who feast on peoples energy and anxiety. Anyway he pulled the important teacher card today bugging me with my future plans which I have told and written to him at least 5-10times Well I guess he just oopsie forgot it so he can act like he is so important and powerful once again. I wonder how it is his business what do I do after Im finally get out of this schools hostage. I hope I never ever in my life have to even see the C+ again. Anyway 6 workdays left. Im so excited about next friday. Exactly 12.45 I will block all my teachers starting with the energy demon firts in every possible place! Log out of my C+ teams and wilma and delete all school related stuff. It will feel amazing. I looking forward to do it. This is kind of a rage post tho, I not really found a single way how to cope with this man and his stuff so the hate and rage just boiling inside me most of the times. So I thought I will write it out. I just wish schools would check out their teachers more. Not letting people who is incompetent to be a mentor/teacher and teach in adult education. Whatever. Thats it for now. He took already a precious half year from me going to school and not learning anything just bc his existence gave me anxiety from the very first day. Good night world.
As part of my efforts to write more travel diaries, I will bring a keyboard on my next hiking trip that involves a long train ride (starting on Saturday), to try writing on my iPhone. If it works, I will buy something lightweight and foldable. Recommendations welcome.
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