Amane Diary (2021) 5 min by
Amane Diary (2021) 5 min by Oda Amane
There are million thoughts running through my head every second of the day, and some of them are how would my life be outside Nigeria How would life be attending gay clubs, being in a relationship with someone I love with my entirety and who can turn the world upside down for me
How would it feel locking hands with a girl, my heart chosen, expressing myself and kissing in public with the soft wind caressing our skin
Would I had been different Would I feel loved if I had parents who loved me and wasn't ashamed to shower or show it How would it be like loving myself and genuinely loving others Or rather what would it be loving myself deeply and loving others for themselves
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Sometimes I wonder what my biological father looks like. Does he look like me
I know I should care nor wish to know him as I have never met him before but the inquisitiveness, the urge to want to know. Would he had love me better than my mum
As the sun goes down... live stream from Prospect Cottage marks 30th anniversary of Derek Jarmans death
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I filled my sketchbook with drawings, very much as any educated girl of my generation might have kept a diary.
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Had a chance to make my usual food for the first time since Moscow
Yes, we are shamelessly linking to a post about an adorable pet. Happy Valentine's Day!
That should be The Lost Boys but ended up like that. That was one of my favorite moves of childhood. 80s and 90s moves are best.
A quotation from Bierce, Ambrose:
DIARY, n. A daily record of that part of ones life, which he can relate to himself without blushing.
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A Cowrie looks like what lays beneath the venus mound. A vagina. The shape of the Cowries and vagina fascinates me more. The bigger hole, the beautiful shape.
Vaginas in its different size is the most beautiful thing in the world.
My three vaginas oops Cowries.
Cowries are my favourite things in the world. And I have three of them.
I placed one on my head, one is for my wrist and my favourite of all, Lakshmi is my necklace. Lakshmi is the most beautiful cowrie that I have and I wish I could use her on my hair. She's the beautiful and also the smallest. My biggest cowrie is on my head.
My biggest fear is being poor. My greatest horror is being dependant on someone. But everyday seems gloomy. I tried to runaway from them, they chases me and hits me down
Jay Z line in history, "I am stuck with this route, whole different day, same old thing. All I've got is dreams, nobody else to see, nobody else believes, nobody else but me where are you victory, I need you desperately not just for the moment but to make history."
After a long break I'm back to see if I can like Mastodon. Im not sure what to do with it yet. I see people having a ball here, so I thought Id give it another go.
Aside from my watercolor fine art I illustrate my diary in a different, almost comic style. Sometimes the pages are about me, sometimes about the world and according to some who get to see my diary my pages are about them. This page dates from half a year ago, but its still relevant today.
Still beats that time I sent 50% of my (copy'n'paste) to a mail in my ..
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So glade they didn't reply back
2/12/2005: A minimalist 2-shot: Mies' 330 N Wabash and adjacent parking garage.
The Atlantic: Can We Keep Time "It used to be weird to record stuff like that. Justin Hall, who was sort of heralded as one of the first bloggers when he started publishing his personal diary on a website in 1994it was strange."
I have too much high expectations of myself and others. I wish I could dream and wished less, not expect anything at all. Not plan, not dream, not imagine.
Not a resolution, but coincidentally on 1Jan I decided to keep a of and to keep me honest and motivated to keep good habits. It only lasted 5 days... I had some setbacks but I feel like the last week especially I've been binging and I've gone especially of the rails. I'm restarting the log today, let's see how long I can keep it running this time!
Five pages away from beginning volume ninety-two of my diary. I wonder what adventures we will be able to write about this coming month.
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So, let's talk about ! (Never spoil energy ) I warmly recomment the hashtag ClimateDiary where people share their experiences how the affects every day life.
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Journals and diaries don't need to be pretty, for anyone putting it off. Use what works. (I hope this works!)
Copper Karas Kustoms Ink inked with Pilot Iroshizuku... something. I actually forget which. Maybe this means I have too many inks.
- update: it is Iroshizuku Tsuki-yo
An Ellsworth Kelly: Unparalleled as successfully minimal with the purest of intentions. I recall him saying in a lecture that this shape was inspired by the capsule window on the Apollo 11 mission.
in this morning, a small earthquake happened.
i was worried about the epicenter was near Sado Island. i had read the news that in the previous earthquake, some active faults near the Sado wasn't broken completely and still remains.
scientists said its possible to occur M7. so i keep useful items for emergency in my car.
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Whoa ... big order of theses! Yes! Ka-ching!
(Funny how all these big sales are coming in now that I've cancelled my Prime membership ... Hmmm )
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i daydreamed with thinking about mesopotamia. i was a kid. i found a hidden beautiful garden of apples in the forest. but it got caught by others and i cried and thought "i should keep a precious thing just in my heart".
but recently actually i just decided to be more open if something happens. i interpreted to be open but protect the things, too.
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Next to us was a man selling some . A woman approached yet she was hesitant. In our culture, people buy vegetables and fruit in kilos. But the woman took one and asked him to weigh it and tell her the price. Then she added another tomato and did the same. After telling her the price, she opened the small carrier she had and looked at what she had inside. Then she said that she will take one tomato only.