July 2026 haibun (1): Jjun
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Journal Week 28, July 2026
A weather forecast infographic from "weer&radar" showing a 14-day trend for Herpen, dated July 6, 2026. The background is a solid teal-blue with a large white rectangular graph area in the center.At the top left, text reads: "14-daagse verwachting", followed by "Herpen", and "06 juli 2026".The central graph displays two line trends across 14 days, labeled with two-letter day abbreviations starting from Monday (Ma) to Sunday (Zo), repeating for two weeks. Weekends are highlighted with a light blue vertical background shading.Top line (Red dots, Maximum Temperature in C): Starts at 27C on Monday, dips to 25C on Tuesday, then climbs steadily: 27C (Wednesday), 29C (Thursday), 30C (Friday), peaking at 31C over the first weekend (Saturday and Sunday). The second week drops to 26C on Monday, rises to 30C on Tuesday, peaks at 32C on Wednesday, drops back to 30C on Thursday, hits 31C on Friday, and settles at 30C for the final weekend.Bottom line (Blue dots, Minimum Temperature in C): hovers between 15C and 19C during the first week, peaking at 19C over the weekend. The second week starts at 17C, dips sharply to a low of 13C on Tuesday, rises back to 17C (Wednesday), 18C (Thursday and Friday), and finishes at 16C for the final weekend.Below the temperature lines is a row of 14 yellow blocks indicating sunshine amounts, ranging from a vibrant bright yellow ("veel" / much sun) to a pale pastel yellow ("weinig" / little sun). The first week shows mostly bright yellow blocks, while the second week leans toward the lighter, pale yellow blocks.At the bottom of the white area, a legend clarifies the symbols: a red dot for "Max (C)", a blue dot for "Min (C)", and a sun icon scale from "veel" to "weinig".The bottom teal section features the "weer&radar" logo, icons for Android, Apple, and web availability, and a timestamp reading "Stand: 06-07-2026".Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday.A sneak peek inside the page-per-day diary.
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Today I had another appointment with this doctor or nurse whoever she is to discuss continuing therapy. Lets say, it aint went well. First of all, the appointment took about 50minutes. It felt like forever. I had this once already but ms maam called me that she have more questions so I needed to go back again. Well I wish I aint woke up for this. She spent the 50 minutes asking me if im sure I dont want to take the ssri. I told her at least 50 times already that I dont take medication bc my problem can be solved with therapy. In the end she annoyed me long enough with keep pushing the medicine that I told her to give it to me whatever just make the situation move forward even I know that the medication bring out of me the worst. Funny enough she said she dont want to force me when I just agreed like whatever and she said it is not changing anything with therapy. Anyway she made me so frustrated I ended up crying like a bitch. I felt horrible. The other thing she told me at least 50 times is that if I willing to pay monthly 300for therapy bc kela pays only half. I told her that whatever I will figure out how to pay that while I go to school as I failed that one too thanks to my anxiety and cptsd burnout. It felt like she think im retarded or smt. Rolling the same 2 question like a fucking robot. Also she probably aint speak english well enough bc most of the times she was just stare at me with wide open eyes and bobbing head but it was obvious she have no clue tf I try to say. Anyway she said she discuss with psychiatry if they take me to talk. maybe they have time for me. Well great. Now I understand why every single finnish person I met whos around my age is addicted to weed, alcohol or even heavier drugs. If you cant pay private therapy. just die whatever. The so called happiest country of the world. Anyway, now I waiting again bc its been just almost a year since this whole process started. Im still so damn frustrated. This local health center keep failing me. I seriously hate this place and I have massive stress if I have to go there. In the end I moved forward like absolutely nothing. They pushing and pulling me. Oh lets not mention the missed appointment bc I updated my new phone number in the health center app 3times but they still sent the message to my old phone number. So I have a question for whoever might answer on this. Why do doctors try to force the ssri down on my throat I mean I am numb enough already and I dont want to take pills just bc why not. Why is this the very first thing they want It feels like a gun toward my head. I ask for therapy hoping to get guidance and help to figure out and understand my emotions and my traumas and their answer is medication and numbing. Why
Please let me know in the comments if there is any answer for this question or if you were or are in the same situation. And if you are a person who needs therapy but dont have mommy and daddy who stuff your pockets, PLEASE DONT MOVE TO FINLAND! If you are still here, thanks for reading my post. Take care and I wish you the best!
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Journal Week 27, June/July 2026
It's been quite a week... On Monday, thanks to the help of my ASS-ADHD coach, I managed to get a quick GP appointment. And, I got meds that are actually helping me, which is a big help, as the pain was driving me instane! On Tuesday, I had physio, and things went a bit so-so. Wednesday, a sweet friend came to visit, and I felt all guilty, as she helped me with so many chores, and I could not help her do the things... Thursday we had a relaxing day. Friday was a busy one, where I helped mum get a new phone, and where mum and I took Koa and Bas to the Hatertse Vennen (a first time for Koa!). Saturday was a very hard and difficult day... It was Arwen's one-year anniversary . Sunday, mum came to visit me, and I helped her with setting up the new phone. An infographic from "weer & radar" displaying a 14-day weather forecast for Herpen, dated June 28, 2026. The header is set against a dark teal background with the text "14-daagse verwachting", "Herpen", and "28 juni 2026" in white and yellow.The main section of the image features a line graph against a white background, charting the temperatures across two weeks starting from Monday. The days of the week are listed at the top using two-letter Dutch abbreviations (Ma, Di, Wo, Do, Vr, Za, Zo). The weekends (Za, Zo) are visually grouped by light grey-blue vertical highlight bands.The graph displays two sets of data points: The upper line uses red dots to show the daily maximum temperatures in degrees Celsius. The lower line uses blue dots to show the daily minimum temperatures in degrees Celsius.Beneath the graph, there is a horizontal row of square color blocks representing the amount of expected sunshine. Most of the blocks are a pale yellow indicating little sun, with the first Monday being bright yellow for lots of sun. Thursday of the first week features a blue raindrop icon inside its pale yellow block, indicating expected rain.Here is the day-by-day data breakdown:Week 1, Monday: High 26, Low 17, lots of sun.Week 1, Tuesday: High 26, Low 16, little sun.Week 1, Wednesday: High 25, Low 13, moderate sun.Week 1, Thursday: High 23, Low 14, little sun with rain.Week 1, Friday: High 24, Low 10, little sun.Week 1, Saturday: High 25, Low 13, little sun.Week 1, Sunday: High 25, Low 17, little sun.Week 2, Monday: High 25, Low 13, little sun.Week 2, Tuesday: High 25, Low 13, little sun.Week 2, Wednesday: High 29, Low 13, little sun.Week 2, Thursday: High 28, Low 15, little sun.Week 2, Friday: High 27, Low 12, little sun.Week 2, Saturday: High 31, Low 14, little sun.Week 2, Sunday: High 30, Low 16, moderate sun.At the very bottom of the chart on a white background, there is a legend explaining the symbols: a red dot for Max (C), a blue dot for Min (C), and a gradient bar labeled with a sun icon showing bright yellow means "veel" (a lot) and pale yellow means "weinig" (a little) sunshine.The footer is teal again and features the white "weer & radar" logo with a yellow ampersand, followed by text indicating the app is available for Android, Apple, and web browsers, ending with the text "Stand: 28-06-2026".Quick links to the days of the week: Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday & Sunday.Fable turned remarkable into Tom Riddle's diary from Harry Potter
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